The OTHER Subbie/Conscie Conundrum

It was James Randi's idea to write this one by the way... Earlier my guides were joking about how he has to do a bunch of weird ass horrible shit on the other side to make up for the problems he caused on the Earth plane, no actual "bad karma lifetimes" though. Naturally, God doesn't WANT psychic abilities to be scientifically proven before a certain point in society, there's actually something called "blocking" where other people can do something to block a psychic's abilities. There's a whole host of reasons why a proving psychic abilities doesn't work, not to mention general bias in who is conducting the research. Anyway... So it's all multi-tasking here, between all the conversations that are going on on a subconscious level. It's some sort of personal reference I want to make here that might fall flat, however it's a situation where Subbie says she's kind of left with a look of being weirded out/amused slyly on her face as James Randi is talking to her. He's being funny and interesting, at any rate. What's the OTHER Subbie/Conscie Conundrum? Well, what's the first one? "Is it me doing the talking? Or is it someone else?" That's the first one. The awareness issue is fucking ridiculous to begin with, and I wouldn't believe it myself unless it was happening to me. So, the other one is... "Yeah, Conscious/subconscious awareness can do that. It seems illogical, but trust me, I experienced it. Plus, how much is known about awareness anyway?" And that's a good point, not much is known about the subconscious mind anyway... However, people don't say this to my face, by the way... No one is going to diss Subbie to my face, okay. Besides... Anyway, moving on. That ridiculous situation makes absolutely no sense. It is completely illogical and indicates irrational thought processes... Yada yada... Makes no sense, and you are nuts! It seems incredible, and you laugh... Haha, wow, this experience is completely nuts! You get over it, and accept it... Then you are spit on and ridiculed, by people, including James Randi in jest in the afterlife. That situation, Rachel, is stupid and makes no fucking sense and you are full of shit and no sane person will take you seriously! Blargh!!! Well? Blargh.