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My guides pointed out casually to me while I was watching television, "Hey, someone said something hateful to you on Quora the other day and you didn't even notice." Huh? "You should have cared but you didn't." I was supposed to care? "No, an enlightened person doing the mission wouldn't have cared. Just pointing out, that was you're first experience with hatred." Literally? No, but... I'm not going to point out what it was I didn't care though, there is an obvious excuse for that situation. I don't think there is a lot of stuff that wouldn't break Quora rules (whatever they are, I'm sure they have rules) that would bother me. Something else that happened, it wasn't really that interesting to me it was just something that happened. Actually, a joke about my situation in general... To go off on a tangent, it came up when I was "talking" with Zuck. "There was a girl I was living with (almost alone for quite a long period of time) at Innercept who had an obsession with Temple Grandin, and it's sort of interesting that she got to live with me. Maybe that's not that interesting. I don't remember much about who Temple Grandin is, I remember she had a book called 'Thinking in Pictures.'" And... At some point, I got a "response from Zuck." "Rachel, I didn't buy that excuse that you didn't know enough about Temple Grandin to know if that was interesting or not, Rachel you're over-stimulated." "Well, I was.. Thinking you had to know the girl... She has Asperger's that involves obsessive interest in topics.. You're right, Zuck." Another thing I'm thinking is that if you're new to my blog, skip this post. There was someone who started harassing my sister, who referred to me as "low-key crazy." The only thing I could gather from that was, "if she shows this to you, no offense Rachel." And it comes up... There may be things Kristen has done that people would find annoying, but she doesn't deserve any more pain than she already is in. This is a situation you should leave alone. And it goes without saying I would say that, doesn't it? She demands from me, "Why? Why? Why? Why do they do this?" And... She had an explanation which Subbie said, in a private conversation with Conscie, "Let her learn the hard way that THAT'S not true." There were two reasons I was thinking about why she would demand an answer like this, and the one I'm going to say is, "What the hell is wrong with people? Why do you think causing me more pain is funny?" And I don't know why she thinks I have the answer. And it makes me go off on a tangent, which is why the hell does the Suicide Couple wish me harm? Why would taking advantage of the Facebook engram be funny? I guess if I got beat up, it would also be funny, I guess. But hey... THESE PEOPLE WOULD THINK IT WAS FUNNY IF I KILLED MYSELF TOO. AHHH... At any rate... It came up at one point that there may be a misunderstanding that it makes me feel stupid when they do that, and that's not the case. No, the Facebook engram being activated doesn't make me feel stupid, it makes me go into survival mode... Not rational thinking... "QUICK! KILL YOURSELF!!! AHHHH!!!" And... If it gets activated that bad it creates a fixation on suicide that doesn't go away until you attempt, so... Good thing I attempted. Yay! That was the ironic thing, it fixed the problem. That one time. Anyway... In conclusion, the Suicide Couple might not actually LAUGH if I killed myself, the quote would be, "Good riddance." The Facebook engram comes with the territory and that's understood. It doesn't make me feel stupid. It comes with the territory of the mission. We went off on a tangent though.. No what was the reason they wish me harm again? They want me to gain weight. That's the new reason. It's come up, so that's what it is. No wait! It was... "In a mental hospital, fat, catatonic, rolling around in her own filth, sucking her thumb." THAT is the goal of the Suicide Couple. You heard it from me, folks. Doot do doo! Worst people in the world! Anyway... So I explained to Kristen what Bill O'reilly says about "Death Threat Mills." Who the fuck are these people? Why do you have such a vested interest in killing me? That's the eternal question, Kristen... The other thing about the situation, which is self-explanatory, it IS both funny and true, but when it becomes true, it's no longer funny. That's the thing! It's funny UNTIL it's true! What was the other thing? Potential problem in pursuing friendships: Mundane issues might not captivate me. That's one thing, besides the obvious seeming nutso at first glance. The other thing is... Things work out, no biggie. You can talk to me about mundane issues, I'll think about them anyway. Just, I'm overstimulated is the thing. And... You forget about it because hey, what do you do with your time, Rachel? My answer? "I work out." Yes. And... What is the fucking Suicide Couple's problem? Well, they hate the Earth. That's the issue here. They hate the planet. I wouldn't assume they would care if the planet blows up after they die.