Fake And Judgmental People

One thing that bothers me about people is the fact that people are often fake.

Like they act all friendly to your face, but secretly they don't like you.

I see this happening amongst people at Innercept. They talk about a certain girl, and complain about her, but when they see her in person they run up and hug her.

What do people say behind my back? Do they say anything? Do they even talk about me? I hope they don't, but then again, I hope they do because I want to be known for being who I am. But then I'm worried they will be like, "God, Rachel's so stupid, and crazy, and annoying."

Personally, I see crazy as a compliment. But not everyone thinks that crazy is a compliment. For a lot of people, crazy is an insult.

So I talk to people, and they are all happy and nice to my face. But I see the way people are. The way people put people down behind their backs. They put on an act to their face. So I wonder, do these people really like me? Or are they just putting on an act.

And sometimes, you realize when you are on Facebook, who exactly it was who doesn't like you. It's the people who deny your friend requests, or accept and then later deny. Except that sometimes, people I know for a fact did like me deny my friend requests. I'm not sure what the reason was. I'm talking about staff at Innercept, who told me I was their favorite resident, and I know they don't say that to everyone. Then they don't accept my friend requests. Maybe they don't know who I am.

But then, even with the people who accept your friend requests, they might secretly dislike you. Even the people who send you friend requests. Maybe they just sent one because they know you and they are trying to increase their friend count. I have known people who say they hate someone, but they have them as a friend on Facebook.

So there's really no telling what's going on here.

The thing about me is, I like just about everyone. I dislike people when they decide they have a problem with me. That's pretty much always the reason. I never say, "oh, I don't like that person's sense of humor," or "oh, I think that person is dumb." Because the way I see it, people are what they are, whatever their intelligence level, there are good things about them. I am very tolerant of different types of people and I am not easily annoyed.

I just don't like it when I find out someone doesn't like me. So what I do is, I think that they are probably a lame person themselves. And I cease to really care that they don't like me, but then I don't like them.

People as a whole aren't tolerant enough of other people. They are too judgmental. Just accept people for what they are. But the one thing I can't accept is hatefulness.