Spiritual Musings on a Chemical World

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Innercept Expectations

So for those of you who don't already know, I move into my apartment and into aftercare next Saturday. For some reason Innercept thinks I should go grocery shopping every single day. Because for some reason, they think that my schedule is filled with this infinite amount of free time. I think what they think is that if I were to buy a week's worth of food on one day, I would eat all that food that same day. But they have also suggested that I get a weekly $80 Fred Meyer card to purchase that food, and I must say I like the idea of a weekly $80 Fred Meyer card. So I'm thinking I will just take their money and gift cards and grocery shop when the need arises.

This year is my year, and I've got to do what I've got to do. I need to spend a little more time perfecting what I say in my book. I've realized that exactly what I say is extremely important and that people have this tendency to take things the wrong way. I make some statements that sound a little self-righteous towards the end and I need to change them so that people don't think I'm trying to make myself sound better than I actually am. And I wrote something that wasn't intended as a cheap shot at a certain person but I realized that it could be interpreted that way, so that must be removed. I need to yet again change the title, maybe write a synopsis, and then get started on querying again. And I prefer working at a leisurely pace, so all these things will take time. And for some reason Innercept thinks that if I have internet in my apartment I will stay up all night on the internet.

I also need to read up on different things. But Innercept thinks I have the time to spend two hours a day with a mentor. And then I have to sit through the therapy sessions several times a week where I sit there and smile and say nothing. And ride the bus all the way around town because I have to provide my own transportation.

In conclusion, Innercept thinks I have a lot more time than I actually have.

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