I was sitting on my bed when Brandon interrupted my thoughts. He had a sexual fantasy for me.
My guides had told me that Brandon read my facebook posts, and my blog. I wasn't sure that I believed this, but I believed it on a conscious level.
Brandon has a sexual scenario he would like to share with you. He thinks you would like it. You are on the bed, sitting up. He is kneeling, putting his penis in your mouth. His hand is on the back of your head. He pulls out and ejaculates on your face. You put your hands on your face, and then rub the semen on your boobs.
That was it. He thought you would like that. That's why he wanted to tell you.
I tell him, that was very nice, thank you.
I found out I could get Brandon's sexual fantasies too. I watched.
I saw what Brandon was picturing, subconsciously. He is unhooking my bra, then unhooking a chain around my intestines. He goes down, dusts off around my vagina, because he thinks I am dirty, because of the thing with Ted. Not because he was homeless, because he was my sister's boyfriend. He is pulling something out, my IUD. It bothers him when girls have IUD's, it is annoying during sex. He is putting something in to prevent me from ever getting pregnant. Then he straps something over my mouth. He is forcefeeding me semen, and I am liking it. This is way, way too dark for me. I start freaking out. AHHH!!
Now he is taking the semen device, moving it up to your nose, dysfixiating you. Now he is moving it down, to the belly button, like an umbilical cord, so that the semen can encompass your whole body. He starts making me fatter with it, in a nourished sort of way. Now, he is sucking something out of you.
What is it?
Your dominant femininity.
Now, he is flailing you around. (all the while I can see all this in my mind).
Now, he is going down to your vagina and sucking something out of you. Something you do not want in there. Oh no, it's something you don't want to know is in there. Matthew put it there, not purposely, because of his attitude toward you. He had a very strong sex toy attitude toward you. This actually makes you good with men. We didn't know, we thought it was bad at first. We didn't know about it until now. It makes you more sophisticated around men who are interested in you.
He doesn't want other guys to be interested in you. We were wrong. This is a good thing. You both made an agreement, and he put it there with your permission. It also makes you less respectful in a sexual way towards yourself.
What is it? I ask.
It's a spiritual device that encompasses your vaginal fluids, making it easier to remove toxins from your mind.
Really?
No, but it's hard to explain. We explained it the best we could.
Okay, now let's look at Brandon's fantasy... He is imagining semen shooting magically into your mouth, a whole bunch.
I could picture this in my mind. There were two rays going from my nose down to the shoot of semen.
What's that?
You have eyes on your nose. They are looking at the semen. Now your nose is smelling the semen and loving it. What's happening now? You have an umbilical cord of semen connected to your belly button. I watch, and watch my abdomen lift into the air, and move around, then I am pregnant. A semen baby! You are pregnant now. Now the semen baby is traveling up your torso, into your heart, taking something from your heart, traveling up to your brain... What did it take from my heart? The thing that keeps its pace? Yes. Now it is traveling up into the sky with it. You are dead. That's what he wants, from a sexual perspective. To kill you.
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