An Introduction to Rachel's Mysticism Adventure

Let's talk about mysticism stuff. It's a thought that occurred to me, at what point did I start doing work on the ego? It was obvious in 2014, that's when it was blatantly obvious. There was an altered state before the spirit guides entered the picture, and at that point it was obvious, this is not a mental illness, it's enlightenment work. And that's one thing. The first mysticism state in 2006, which was lovely in itself, served as a beautiful introduction. What work was done? We introduced global warming, an incest situation which served as an exercise in being open-minded, a jolting realization, this was the part that was jolting, hey, something's up in your life Rachel, and it's important, mixed with the reason. There was the classic erotomania, paranoid (barely but no one asked questions) element, and yes the grandiosity of the classic Jesus was me delusion. Mixed with Kundalini which presented the idea of strange ass deluded and compromised reasoning. Kaching! All in a bucket, I'd say. It was a grandiose romp that seemed unearned, in essence. Why was Rachel so special? That's why I say, unearned. As you move right along... past the stuff that happened subsequently... The people seemed strawmanny and hokey. No one was the epitome of anything though, even at the beginning. The thing I wanted to point out, I stated it somewhere and I restate, you would never point to someone and label them the epitome of anything. Good or bad. No one is horrible, and no one is perfect either. Until now, of course, "Well Jesus was perfect" and you say that and call it a day. Perfect isn't a real thing anyway, what does perfect look like? "Well if you were perfect, you would act exactly like this and no other way..." What is a sin? Something that annoys God, and thus creates distance. We can say, Jesus never annoyed God, and call it a day there too. You know, "sin" isn't as constant as Christians seem to think, is my understanding of the situation. Christians are always like, wow I just sin and sin... I can't stop sinning... Not everything is a sin you might think. God made simple blanket statements in the Bible. We can remember Tupac, and others maybe, and understand that God understands you. Does every lie, drug you've tried, sexual thought (geez I hope not), whatever else, piss off God? It depends. You would need to assess the situation and understand that in general, when it comes to some people who think that we are just plain old "sinners," God cuts you a little bit more slack than you might be thinking. There's that kind of Christian, and the Christian who goes... Well Jesus covered me. And you wonder... What did Jesus say again? Well, somewhere it says this, and in another place, gnashing of teeth. Well, gnashing of teeth means... Your jaw is moving a litte, there is some sort of gnashing of teeth at some point in existence or life. And that's that. Hey, I went off on a tangent in this post. I hope you enjoyed!