Spiritual Musings on a Chemical World

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Donald Trump: Whiny, Greedy, and With a Preference for Asinine Situations

Geez, what a shitshow. That guy is never satisfied. Stop draining the fuck out of my chakras, please. Whatever spell THAT is, achieves a chakra drain that leaves me depresssed, low energy, and lying motionless on the bed unable to do anything at all. That's just how Trump likes it, I guess. That guy is never satisfied no matter what. Why does he insist on additional spells? The desired effect, I must say should probably already be considered acheived. Why more? Why dumb non-functional lying on the bed spells? God only knows. After a battle, they laid off. "But he paid us so much money!" Geez, Donald. For the love of God, quit being such a fucking whiner.

Sunday, November 27, 2022

"Shinedown": The Band that Shines a Spotlight on a Nobody with Mental Health Problems

What a bunch of retarded sociopaths! And by the way, I am reaching for a spirit word here. There is a word that could be translated as "retarded sociopath," it just means the epitome of piece of shit, in context. While I was unsuspectingly posting on line and experiencing emotional peril and mental breakdown risk, talking to Jason about suicide at the time and commiserating... Simultaneously, The band Shinedown decided to dedicate a whole album called "ATTENTION ATTENTION" to drive an unsuspecting civilian, me no doubt, insane or to suicide, whichever. That's what it would have seemed like at the time, geez. Luckily, I don't fucking listen to fucking Shinedown. I was living in my own little world, with my own "private life." There is a such thing as delusions of reference, you know. Do you know what those are? I would think so. You can fill in the dots from there, and check out the most "brilliant" album of all time. Honestly, I kind of want to avert my eyes from the stupidity of this album, but this is a well-known band who produced an album for everyone in the world. Do other people support this album and this sentiment? God only knows, maybe they think it's about them instead, given the lyrically castrophes presented in the album. Not only that, as I found out and dropped a black magic bomb, or a couple of them, the band decided to try to kill me or do something weird to my aura or something with black magic. On Thanksgiving, of all days. Lucky for me, I was not eating Thanksgiving dinner with family at all on Thanksgiving due to my parents not wanting me over without taking meds. I haven't heard how the roast beef was this year, as a side note. (Normally it's turkey) Causing heart palpitations in one thing, I laughed it off or whatever with the witches who opted out and were handed cash. And shrugged it off and things are fine. What a weird thing to do, Shinedown. Bullying doesn't earn my respect. Why don't you shoot up somewhere instead of you want "that" kind of respect... Kidding. Don't take that seriously, random readers. Bullies! And that is all.

Tuesday, November 15, 2022

An Introduction to Rachel's Mysticism Adventure

Let's talk about mysticism stuff. It's a thought that occurred to me, at what point did I start doing work on the ego? It was obvious in 2014, that's when it was blatantly obvious. There was an altered state before the spirit guides entered the picture, and at that point it was obvious, this is not a mental illness, it's enlightenment work. And that's one thing. The first mysticism state in 2006, which was lovely in itself, served as a beautiful introduction. What work was done? We introduced global warming, an incest situation which served as an exercise in being open-minded, a jolting realization, this was the part that was jolting, hey, something's up in your life Rachel, and it's important, mixed with the reason. There was the classic erotomania, paranoid (barely but no one asked questions) element, and yes the grandiosity of the classic Jesus was me delusion. Mixed with Kundalini which presented the idea of strange ass deluded and compromised reasoning. Kaching! All in a bucket, I'd say. It was a grandiose romp that seemed unearned, in essence. Why was Rachel so special? That's why I say, unearned. As you move right along... past the stuff that happened subsequently... The people seemed strawmanny and hokey. No one was the epitome of anything though, even at the beginning. The thing I wanted to point out, I stated it somewhere and I restate, you would never point to someone and label them the epitome of anything. Good or bad. No one is horrible, and no one is perfect either. Until now, of course, "Well Jesus was perfect" and you say that and call it a day. Perfect isn't a real thing anyway, what does perfect look like? "Well if you were perfect, you would act exactly like this and no other way..." What is a sin? Something that annoys God, and thus creates distance. We can say, Jesus never annoyed God, and call it a day there too. You know, "sin" isn't as constant as Christians seem to think, is my understanding of the situation. Christians are always like, wow I just sin and sin... I can't stop sinning... Not everything is a sin you might think. God made simple blanket statements in the Bible. We can remember Tupac, and others maybe, and understand that God understands you. Does every lie, drug you've tried, sexual thought (geez I hope not), whatever else, piss off God? It depends. You would need to assess the situation and understand that in general, when it comes to some people who think that we are just plain old "sinners," God cuts you a little bit more slack than you might be thinking. There's that kind of Christian, and the Christian who goes... Well Jesus covered me. And you wonder... What did Jesus say again? Well, somewhere it says this, and in another place, gnashing of teeth. Well, gnashing of teeth means... Your jaw is moving a litte, there is some sort of gnashing of teeth at some point in existence or life. And that's that. Hey, I went off on a tangent in this post. I hope you enjoyed!